Aaron Judge was still wearing his pinstripes, 45 minutes or so after the Yankees had lost to the Blue Jays Wednesday night, as he stood under an electronic sign in the Yankee clubhouse, doing interviews. The sign relayed prep details about Game 4 – the lineups, pitchers and such.
But there was another item that stuck out, especially considering what had just happened on the field: It was the plan for a potential travel day Thursday, when the Yankees would fly to Toronto. Departure: TBA.
Of course, the Yanks aren’t going to Toronto. There are no more tomorrows for the 2025 Yankees. There is no Game 5 in their ALDS because the Jays took the series in four games, punctuated by their 5-2 victory Wednesday that sealed another year in Judge’s prime that will go by without a World Series championship.
“We didn’t do the job, didn’t finish our goal,” Judge said, a sentiment that was echoed in a somber Yankee clubhouse after the game.
“It’s still kinda hard to process everything,” added Max Fried.
Judge was not the only one still wearing his uniform. Some players walked around, sharing hugs or shaking hands. Clubbies put together boxes – the squeal of packing tape being applied to cardboard was background noise to multiple media scrums – to ship belongings to players at their offseason homes.
The Yankees have not won the World Series since 2009. They finally got back to the Fall Classic last year, lost to the Dodgers and then endured a dramatic winter. They did not re-sign Juan Soto, enacted a Plan B that made them believe they’d have a long October run and then persevered through a challenging season where their fundamentals wobbled and they squandered a division lead. But they got it together and, at the end, were convinced they were a real title threat.
Then, abruptly, it was all over.
“Very disappointed,” Jazz Chisholm said. “You know, I feel like we all – everybody in here – believed that we had such a great team and, really, the team to beat. And we believe so much in each other.
“It’s just heartbreaking.”
“The ending’s the worst, right?” Aaron Boone said in his post-game press conference. “Especially when you know you have a really good group and a group of guys that really came together so well at the right time, the final couple months.
“This was a team. It's a team that played for one another, did a lot of really good things, and we got beat here.
“Credit to the Blue Jays and the year they've had. They beat us this series, simple as that. It doesn't make it any easier. It's a beat-up room in there (the clubhouse). They're still sharing with one another.”
Judge watched a little of the Blue Jays celebrating on the field at Yankee Stadium. It wasn’t easy. “Just showing respect,” he said. “Not happy about it. You don’t want to see somebody celebrate on your field.”
This one should be hard to get over. It should sting. Boone has said several times this October that he believes this was the Yankee team in his tenure as manager that had the best chance to thrive in the playoff gauntlet. The Yankees improved during the season, added necessary pieces at the deadline and cleaned up their defense. And they got healthy.
They still lost. Does that dim Boone’s hopes for a pinstriped title one day? “No,” he said. “I'm confident we'll break through, and I have been every year, and I believe in so many of the people in that room.
“That hasn't changed. The fire hasn't changed. It's hard to win the World Series. Been chasing it all my life.”
Questions about Yankee feelings or mood weren’t the only ones that were asked. There were other potentially uncomfortable queries. Chisholm had to talk about a key error in Game 4, a ball he normally fields easily.
Boone was asked if he had any reason to believe he might not be managing the team next year – his job status is annual red meat for a certain segment of Yankee fans.
“No,” Boone replied. “I’m under contract, so I don’t expect anything.”
Bellinger was asked about his potential free agency – he has an opt-out. “Obviously, things to discuss with family and the agent and the business side of it all,” he said. “But tonight, you know, I’m just gonna soak it all in and just be a part of the group one more time.”
Judge lamented the idea that the Yanks had blown a chance to win with this particular group, since change is such a part of baseball’s winter cycle.
“Just sucks for the guys that it might be their last time wearing pinstripes and not being able to have a long run with them,” Judge said. “Disappointed we let all those guys down.”
Judge got let down, too. It feels like that’s an even bigger deal this year because he had such a huge playoffs, going 13-for-26 (.500) with two doubles, a homer and seven RBI. He had a .581 on-base percentage, a .692 slugging and a 1.273 OPS. For years, he’s been criticized for his postseason play; this year, he was an enormous reason the Yanks got as far as they did. His Game 3 homer was one for the ages, a breakthrough blast that helped key a huge comeback.
Bellinger even acknowledged that the club wanted to go further, in part, for Judge, who will be 34 in April. The Yankees must capitalize on the prime of one of the greatest players in even their storied history.
Judge sounds like he feels the urgency himself. What’s his off-season going to be like?
“I want to get back out there right now,” Judge said. “Wish spring training was in a couple of weeks.”